I wish nothing but the best for you, too
Don't forget me, I beg
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love,
But sometimes it hurts instead."
Man, I could listen to Adele all day. Most amazing voice. Must buy album. :)
In other news, sometimes I just need to think. I guess that time would be now. It's late. The boys have been asleep for awhile, so they'll be up in just mere hours. But sometimes, I just need to remind myself that I'm not only, Nicole, SSG McGhee's wife, Nicole, Adisson, Zander, and Jaxon's Mom, but way before those things, I was just Nicole. Sometimes, I feel like I get lost and lose sight of who I am when not defined by the boys in my life. I love being a mother, and I suppose I'll say that being a wife is lovely as well (though, not nearly as easy as being a mother), but who am I outside of those definitions? And why, as I'm so close to thirty I feel like it's about to smother me with its finality of age, don't I know who I am? How am I not comfortable with myself, in my own skin, as my own person? When do I find that?
Anyway, off to finish sorting q's for the girls.
"Trying to make it work, but man these times are hard."
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