I'm still up, waiting for an apple pie to finish baking. Pretty sure my husband scored me an old iPhone for the price of an apple pie. :) That would be super awesome.
Adisson's last baseball game was tonight. It was the first tournament game of a single elimination round. And obviously they lost. They tried so hard and played so well, but they were up against the best team in their age division, and it just didn't work out for them. Honestly, I was so sad for them that I cried a little. They worked so hard and I just wanted them to feel what it was like to win...against that team.
Immediately after the game, Adisson and Adam headed to Adi's Cub Scout meeting. Only to find out that the Rain Gutter Regatta was tonight and no one told us.
I know my children will experience disappointment and sadness in their lives. It's just how it is. But that doesn't make it easier for me to feel ok about it. I hate when my boys are disappointed and sad, about things that they care about. You know, you wanna be sad because you have to clean your room...whatever. You wanna be disappointed that you can't have ice cream for dinner...whatever. (oh, btw...we definitely indulge in dessert only dinners occasionally) But to have someone else or something else to be the cause of disappointment, just makes me so sad...it just breaks my heart. I have such amazing children, just really out of this world great kids, and I hate it when things seem to all go wrong at once.
Anyway, I think tomorrow we're heading out to Trader Joe's. I really wanna see what it's all about (we've never been) and I wanna get outta the house. If we stay here, I'm gonna get sucked into the 900 things that we have to do around here. I just .... I don't know.
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