Awkward. :)

Remember when you were a teenager and you'd go to a party or out with friends and you'd see your ex there and it would be all awkward and weird?  What's weirder is having that feeling when you're 29 and run into someone you used to be friends with at a cookout.  :)

I hate awkward situations.  I hate avoiding eye contact because it would be weird or hanging out in the same spot all night to avoid run-in's in the hallway.  :)  Just weird altogether.  I also hate when friendships run their course.  It makes for difficult social situations and I feel like I'm too old to feel this way. :)  

Typically, when I'm hanging out with my girls, time goes by so quickly and I can't believe that hours and hours have passed.  Tonight, I felt like time couldn't be moving slower.  I already didn't want to go to the place when I found out old friends would be there and then I just felt out of place when I got there, which totally sucks because I was around my closest friends in Maryland.

Ugh. 

In other news, my dearest friend Robyn should be having her sweet baby girl at any time and I can't wait to see her precious face!  I know for Robyn that the last nine months have flown by, but I feel like I just heard the news that she was pregnant, or that she was having a girl!  And here it is, time for her to be born!  I can't wait!  I made her a baby blanket but then decided that I hated it so I tore the whole thing apart and started over.  Now I'm in a race to get it done before they come home from the hospital (I don't need to have it ready before she's born, per se, just before she comes home, but I'd still like to get it done sooner rather than later).  

I wish my husband were home.  Sadly, I know the feeling of missing him will be something I deal with on a very long day to day basis thanks to a new, crappy assignment.  :(  Sometimes, being an Army wife is way less glamorous than they show on tv.