Lately, I've also been dealing with incredible fatigue. I'm so blessed that my treatments have made me healthier than I've ever been in my life. I've had one sinus infection this year and trust me, by the middle of May in my PT (prior to treatment) days, I would have been sick repeatedly, several doctor visits, several rounds of antibiotics. So I'm very grateful that those days are behind me. I do continue to struggle with exhaustion. Some days I feel like I'm slogging through a giant mud puddle and my feet keep getting stuck. The energy is sucked away and I'm just trying to make it through the day. I hate that feeling. It's nearly crippling.
My eight year old has been testing me on what feels like a constant basis. Goodness, that child seems to try my patience at the drop of a hat. It worries me that this is just a glimpse into my future of life with a teenager. The middle one isn't driving me too crazy and then I have the littlest doing every. single. thing. he can to get into trouble. He's not allowed to touch the tv and I swear he turns that thing off 20+ times a day while the boys are trying to play a video game or we're watching tv. Turns it off, I turn it back on, turns it off, I turn it back on. Cycle repeats. :) Loooooove that fun toddler stage!
On a more serious note, I guess I'm realizing what it means when a friendship has run its course. I feel like I've lost a super close friend, someone I felt was very important to me, and that it's only affecting me. It hurts to be rejected and it makes me sad. I hate that I spend so much time trying to do something to fix it, and the effort isn't reciprocated. :( Turns out that relationships with girls are difficult long past high school.
Well, I have tonnnns to get done today so I've got to put down the computer. If only I could tear myself away from Pinterest. :)
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