Sometimes my head runs on overload with all the things I want to get done, should be doing, should have done already, etc. I guess I shouldn't say sometimes, but rather nearly all of the time. My list of things to get done is a long list and I'm often overwhelmed that I'm the only one working on this list.

For example, the furnace needs replaced. The whole outside unit. It's depressing. It will cost a lot of money...money we don't have so we'll have to secure financing.
The brakes need looked at on the van. The ABS light keeps coming on and going off so it needs hooked up to a machine to tell me what th problem is. Unfortunately, I am having a hard time finding a place that will just give me an appointment time and check the van while I wait. Everyone wants me to drop the van off. Well, if my husband were home that would be fine. We could manage that. With him not home, I have to figure out how to leave the van there and get me and my little guys (still in car seats) home....and then back to the shop when it's time to pick up the darn thing.
And I'm in desperate need of some dental work. More than I can afford, even with the insurance we have. I also have to figure out how to get that done while taking care of the kids.
And there are so many things that need done in and outside of the house this summer.

I know God won't give me more than I can handle so I'm just praying for the peace and wisdom to handle all that He has given me at one time.

I know that none of this was taken care of by simply typing it all, but I'm a list kind of person and I needed to make one. There's a lot more going on, but I'm not feeling well and too tired to type it all out.